Your not just my girlfriend. You’re my best friend. I love spending time with you and just being around you. I couldn’t imagine losing you. It’s sad to say that I’ve been close to losing you. I mess up a lot. I do. I’m not perfect. I knew that. But you thought I was close to it. I ruined that for you. I’m not as great as you thought I was and that hurts me everyday knowing that. I want to be your knight if shining armor. I want to be that guy that you know you want to spend the rest of your life with. I want to be yours forever. I’ve always told you that I would never hurt you yet I seem to do it more than I notice. I’m sorry for every single tear I have caused. Im sorry for all the nights I kept you up because I small part of you thought I was actually going to call. I feel like a complete ass just writing this and I feel it inside. I feel horrible. I haven’t been anything close to what I want to be when it comes to you. I’m sorry. Im sorry for everything. You are my girlfriend but I feel like I have to earn your love back. I feel like I’ve lost a big part of your heart, trust, and that feeling of being safe with me. When I say I love you I want you to feel it. When I say im going to do something I want you to believe it. When I have you in my arms I want you to feel secure and like I’ll never let you go. I can’t tell you how exited I am for the next chapter of our life’s. Its a new beginning that I can’t wait for. I want this. I want you and everything that comes with it. I love you and no one can ever take that spot away from you. I’m yours. I promise.
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I love this girl. She is everything to me and I can’t ever imagine losing her. I haven’t been a great boyfriend to her at all. I see that it hurts her everyday and every night. I feel terrible. I feel like she’s feels I’m fading. That my feelings for her are slowly leaving. I want her to be happy and it seems like I’m not helping that at all. I just make her angry and sad. I don’t know why this is happening and I don’t know when we’ll get back on track. But I know that I love her. I need her. I can’t break her heart. It’s fragile. I wish I could be the boyfriend I once was. I’m trying but not hard enough clearly. I’m sorry. You don’t deserve this. But I love you and I always will no matter what.